How fucking dare you believe this is what you were meant to do. If you were worth anything, you'd realize that what you get is what you put in. It's not a battle of futility, it's an attempt at creativity you gave up on before it really meant anything. I will never forget you; quitter. You're a quitter. Refraction. I hope you realize your profound ignorance. Refraction. You've got a long way to go. Walk on home, boy.
Track Name: Contrition
I won't let you end this tonight. I won't let you die. Show some respect for your own mistakes. I will ensure your survival, I will guarantee your guilt. Put down the god damn bottle, you aren't finished yet.
Track Name: Acceptance
I am unacceptable. I feel dirty. I know I'm weak. This exile is part of our destiny. I am so weak. I am nothing, and I can't believe, that you've accepted me for who I am.
I am your wife, if you will marry me. / If not, I’ll be your maid. To be your fellow. / You may deny me, but I’ll be your servant. / Whether you will or not.**
I am accepted now.
[**paraphrased from Shakespeare's "The Tempest," III.i.77–86]
Track Name: Accretion
Acceptance: you probably made a mistake that sealed my fate and caused my existence. You're trapped in a bed of lies that spans my lifetime. Denial: this will all get better. Disruption: you won't do to him what you couldn't do to me. Love is unconditional, strength is earned, power is genetic. We won't let you do this to us. Coward. Accretion: This will all be worth it, I'll make sure of it.
Track Name: Pain Of Annihilation
There is nothing more worthless than watching you try. The way they eat right from your hand proves your existence to be a stye. I feel at fault for forcing myself to expose your demons. Where should we draw the line between human and animal behavior? I don't think I'm better than you, but I think you're a fool to be ashamed of your own pride. Not knowing where the true problem lies, I see flaws in everything. Is this neglect, cowardice, contrition and ignorance proof of your lesser being, or just signs of my own refusal to accept the person you are? Die or die trying. You are a danger to this community. To us all. Die or die trying. I find myself torn between the hate I have for others and the hate I have for myself.